Dante's Life

Lots more new pictures of me and Dante, so far I've yet to upload them. I am an incredibly lazy being when it comes to the computer. Hopefully once I move in with my mother again I'll be less lazy to do it. I'll have highspeed internet once again, Dial-up SUCKS so much. Ugh.

Dante is gone with Nichole. I feel sad by the loss of my kid. It's kind-of annoying. I mean, don't get me wrong I am soooooooo grateful for the peace that it offers me, and the free time that I can spend doing WHATEVEr I want- this includes sleeping a long time.

I got new photos of me and Dante taken. Well, I took them with my phone, but they're new! :) He was semi-upset, because Auntie Nichole had to go to work. So he bawled. Of course. Only for her- and he's only a misbehaver when she's around, too! (FYI: He lives part-time with Nichole because she is his father's sister, and just happens to live close by. He never sees his father, in fact nobody knows where he is most of the time. He'll pop by occasionally.. *shrug*)


In other news, I'm boring and frankly quite bored right now. :)

Sinceres,
Josie & Baby D

What are you afraid of?

- Mostly, I'm afraid of something tragic happening to Dante. I suppose there's always the fear that I won't be able to have any more children in the future, also. Although I don't want like twelve more. I'm afraid of the dark, also. *Shh, don't tell!* Afraid that someone will come steal my baby if I don't watch him every second of every day. Afraid of some crazed psychotic coming and killing me, and leaving my baby alone in the world. Not really alone, I guess, I have family and all that jazz.. but.. without a mommy, what's the world like?

I guess that's what I'm afraid of. :)

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In other news: Welcome to my journal! This is probably going to be filled with things about my son, Dante, who will be 3 on the 16th of December. Four days after me, his mother, turns 20. What a fabulous present I have.

For all of you who are wondering; I am white, my son Dante is half white and half black. Yes, he is a little gangster- that's part of growing up around black people these days, deal with it.

I love my kid more than anything in the world, I wouldn't trade the experience even if I might gripe and moan about how I wish he'd shut up and go to sleep, or whatever. I enjoy my peace and quiet while he sleeps, and during the day I enjoy going outside to play with him. He's a normal, every-day kid. No problems, the normal terrible 2's going on. Hopefully we'll be past that soon! :)

I live with my mother and younger sister- my parents are in the middle of a divorce. Yes, my baby lives with me. Sometimes he goes to visit other family. Rarely does he leave me, however. And when he does- boy do I enjoy my time alone!

Dear Diary, I leave you with this.

A strong man stands up for what is right. - Unknown

¤Josephine¤ (AKA) Josie